Admitted to hospital for about 4 days due to chest pain. She was already hypertension and something about diabetics was noted during the 4 days. And the medical report in the end mentioned heart attack. She professed Christianity for about as long as I did (since around 2009). With claims that she even preaches at times. I say claims because I never got attend the said meetings (at first because I was at school away and when I was finally near got a little skeptic) – especially because I thought her theology was to some material degree off, though she proved sincere to some degree. When I was ill the past few months and unable to avail formal hospital health care (due to reasons noted on a few previous journal entries), she impliedly advised me to lie. Of cause I told her that I did not think doing so was biblically advisable. But this was enough to have me continuing to lightly esteem the integrity of her Christian profession. When we got speaking again about a month later (happens to be the las time we spoke), she made gospel related remarks (it was in fact common with her). At which I felt I should challenge her on how exactly it is that she thus professes this faith while thus compromised (with lying, etc). And her answer was that she remembered that the Bible notes that God advised Abraham to lie about Sarah being his wife. I told her that I did not remember it being God who advised him to so do and even promised to SMS her the relevant verses for reference. She promised to look them up once received and I accordingly sent them. While I then laboured to caution her from being found held up with other matters (like Martha) while thus still not thorough in her knowledge of scriptures, I thought this my suggest that she may not been as impenitent as I felt forced to believe she my be at times. Which if it was the case, then it is quite possible that as she laid sick thus those four days, that she got a chance to put her house it perfect order. I can never say with certainty but considering these above noted aspects, there is a fair chance that she did. I remember her mentioning some years back, within the same faith and hope context, that should would not care even if she were to be buried in a sack at her death. I feel it takes valid awakening for one to be able to thus lightly esteem this life and at the sametime highly esteem the next.
