Sometime following the first resolution, I felt the need to further commit to not to keeping any inheritance we may be entitled to from Gogo’s should she pass outsite Christ (and of cause before we should). While the previous resolution made a lot of sense, the problem arose when one began to feel like they may have prayed enough (or may be close). Yes this again began to created sufficient room for the temptation we sought to flee in the first place.
While we may indeed ever reach a stage (or may already have) where we have prayed enough, it seems imperative to thus modify the resolution if we are to be enabled to commit to praying free of distractive thoughts – of that we may have prayed enough and that perhaps she is just the one who may have voluntarily resisted saving grace (if there be such). The new resoltion came about around November last year but I could not find it convenient to journal the same.
Again I accordingly communicated the same matter to wife and she bought into it. The Lord God look and consider the whole in his justness – in Christ Jesus’ name, Amen