Despite a continued plea to the Father, gogo stands Christ-less still to date. We thus have since often ran into several sharp faith-based disagreements – but she seemed to somehow always forget and we, to some degree, reconciled. All the while keeping in mind that for as long as she continues thus Godless, we are in danger of running into sharp disagreements that could potentially lead to our banishment.
Hence a “special” prayer for her salvation was made almost without ceasing. This because we thought it not wise to just brake away and flee her persecution.
But when we felt she was also posing a threat to the Godly upbringing of the boys, I sought to implore God to, for holiness’ sake, grant us liberation instead if for some reasons her salvation should tarry longer. Yes this petition thus eventually made it to this list even. But still the option of leaving was a little hard to stomach for wife unless it should be peaceable and that a worthy candidate to look after gogo during our absence should be found.
I had on the other hand maintained that we could not give her a worthy caretaking if God did not wish to and also that while it was meet to help her when we were able to, she was not so aged as to be unable to care for herself.
Since erecting or buying a ready built shelter did not prove to be an option due to our current financial standing, renting seemed to make more sense.
As days went by and argonising prayer over the dilemma grew intense, another faith-based disagreement broke out. Followed by a few days of essentially ‘no speaking terms”. Well this particular disagreement was enough to have wife getting over her “leaving conditions”. One evening when I and the boys had driven out for one errand, Gogo called wife and essentially passed that we could leave if we wanted as it did not seem to be working out.
Yes it seemed to be finally done & I would bless God provisionally. It has now been two days since they thus spoke. And I already have been out to look for an affordable place to move to (preferably a house and the whole yard so the boys can be able to hurry around). Nothing solid as yet though a brother agent was called and expected to be followed up with later today. Unfortunately, this also means that I will not be quite available for the likeChrist content creation until we should get settled. Dear God be merciful.